School Smool.
I think I’ve used this tittle before. Now I’m talking about Lilah not going to school ’cause she’s at home with me and I guess I will never have a moments of peace away from her.รย No, she ain’t really that bad. And depending on what year around track she’d be on she might not have started school till September, like my niece and nephew this year.
There is a slight loss that I feel. I’m not experiencing the tug of heartache of my child growing up and going out on her own. I’m not feeling the emptying of my wallet as I would have needed to buy her new clothes. I’m not waiting for her to come home to tell me what she learned or who her new friends are or who hurt her feelings.
Oh wait, I kinda like that I get to keep her home with me and watch her grow and become independent in a secure environment. I’m happy that I don’t have to buy her new clothes, though she already has a lot of clothes already so she may have gotten two outfits. I’m happy that I get to teach her and praise her and that I can be there the moment she’s hurt.
Homeschooling is not for everyone, I’m not sure I’m completely for homeschooling, but I am happy that I can keep her with me rather than wake up early and have to take her to school.
That’s my main concern, sleep. ๐
I am feeling sad that she’s getting older. I want them to stay small forever.